Love

 I had to pull back how much I love because it was very obvious early on no one would match my level of love. No one ever got it fully cause they couldn’t handle the little bit I did give them! I’ve searched for someone who would. My  failed relationship, I stuck around even when I felt no love and no desire. I got tired of just sitting there with no love so I closed myself off. I wanted HIM to find me, he never did. Now at 47 years old I wonder if he wasn’t always just a dream I’d never obtain.