Thoughts

I'm not myself lately. Between being sick and the things that go on in my head on a daily I feel weary, drained, and slightly pessimistic.

I can't help feel the way I feel lately. Writing a lot of lyrics lately. My music is therapeutic to me.

I lose myself in my music and my writings. 

still this time of being sick took me longer to recover and I can't help but wonder if this is a sign of the things to come with my health in the future. 

I'm scared

I'm very scared.